Prepared for Wesley United Church’s Sunday Service of Oct. 28, 2018 (Year B, Proper 23, Mark 10:46-52).
Imagine a man, sitting on the side of a busy dirt road, people coming and going. Then, a large crowd begins to pass by. Can he hear the crowd talking? Or, does someone lean down and whisper in his ear, It’s him, the teacher they’ve been talking about!
The crowd grumbles: Don’t bother the Teacher… You’re not worth his time… Be quiet, you’re making a fool of yourself.
But, Jesus stands still.
Stopping for Bartimaeus, the blind beggar, our story today reminds us that Jesus stops for the people no one else wants to hear.
Who are the people in our community we don’t want to see?
Who are the people in our community we don’t want to hear?
“Take heart; get up, he is calling you.”
“Take heart; get up, he is calling you.”
How we long to hear these words. To be picked out of the crowd, to be seen, and asked: “What do you want me to do for you?”
“My teacher, let me see again.”
Who made the wiser request?
A theme in Mark’s Gospels is the connection between faith and healing.
And here, he heals Bartimaeus who refuses to let him pass by, knowing that this Jesus is capable of giving him the mercy he is so desperate for.
These healings take two: both Jesus who meets the seeker intimately, and the one who believes enough to come seeking in the first place.
The problem with these stories is that is so easy to think that this is about how “hard” we believe
Have you heard someone say before: You just didn’t pray enough? You just didn’t have enough faith?
Or, have you stop believing altogether that the Living God moves in our world? That God desires to transform us?
Why didn’t it turn out the way I wanted? Why haven’t I received what I asked for?
But, Jesus isn’t pointing us to a “vending machine God” we can demand miracles from…
Jesus makes a direct connection between our belief or trust, that God can change things and real change in our lives. These are stories about hope and expectancy.
These people who received healing came to Jesus with the hope that he could offer them something no one else could. And it is hope that makes space in our lives for transformation.
When we come to God expectant that she lives and moves in our world, we open ourselves up to her wonderful mysterious ways. When we are open, transformation becomes possible.
But, that means letting go of our preconceptions of what transformation looks like.
I’m reminded of the children’s story “The Velveteen Rabbit”. The stuffed toy wants so desperately to become a real rabbit and is frustrated when it seems impossible. But, through the love of the boy who owns and cherishes him, the velveteen rabbit becomes real to the child. That’s what leads to the rabbit’s transformation: both love, and an acceptance that what we desire most doesn’t always take the form we expect.
And I wonder, do youcome to Christ believing that transformation is possible?
One of the greatest lies the world tells us is that we’re stuck, that nothing can change. When we’re paralyzed by hopelessness that can feel so true; it can feel like every effort to do and be different is totally useless. We’re swimming against the current.
The world starts to fill our heads with a chorus of: Don’t even bother trying… You’re not worth it… Be quiet.
If that’s the place you’re in today, then I’m sorry. That is a hard to place to be in. It’s an even harder place to escape from.
But, we believe in a God that sets captives free, gives sight to the blind, and justice to the oppressed.[ix]We believe in a merciful God, whose stories of goodness were captured by our ancestors in the faith, to remind us when we begin to forget—to forget that something else is possible for us.
We need those reminders, just as Bartimaeus needed someone to tell him, “Take heart; get up, he is calling you.”
Throwing off his cloak and stepping forward, Bartimaeus reached out, in vulnerability and courage, for what he wanted. But, he didn’t stop there.
After Jesus heals him and releases him to go back to his community, back to the life he must have been dreaming of—Bartimaeus refuses. Instead, he does what the rich young man could not, and he gives up everything he has (though it is so little) to follow Jesus.
Our transformation will come in unexpected ways, riding the coattails of hope, but it is not without consequences. When God moves in our lives, we can’t expect to go back to the ways things were before, with small alterations. Transformational change is an irreversible life-altering thing, that tells us we must live differently now.
Do you have a memory of learning something or experiencing something that led you to say, I’m not the same now.
Friends, the Living God offers mercy and transformation to all of us, but it is rarely how we’ll expect it to be. With courage and hopefulness, we can invite her to stir us, to stir our lives with newness. She offers only good gifts to her children.[x]
But, I caution you: As Bartimaeus shows us, we cannot expect to live as we did afterwards.